living proof that the cameras lying.

May 31
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anthrax<3
this song is called Cupajoe
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i would love to model.
:)

i would love to model.

:)

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yet again, dear tumblr, i have forgotten about you.

but, i’m back.
obviously.

i’ve been busy lately, with school & friends & my boyfriend.
school will be over this friday.
i’m a mix of emotions.

Apr 25
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Has anything happened to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
yes

Have you ever slow danced with someone?
yeah

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
no

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
yesterday

Do you go to the tanning bed on a regular basis?
no

How many bathrooms are in your house?
3

Are you single?
nope:)

What made you decide to wear the outfit you wore today?
it’s comfy and cute:)

Is there anything you currently need to buy? If so, what?
mechanical pencils and new jeans and/or shorts

Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
no

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
i love him:):)

What color is the shirt you’re wearing?
it has a lot of colors on it

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
nope, we’re actually going out to eat in about twenty minutes

Is your last ex still someone you care about?
yes

Do you think that your first love affects the way you go on with life?
a little

Do your parents force you to go to church?
nope, but i go anyways. they don’t go to church, but they’re christian and i have taught them a bit about God & The Lord. :)::))::):):):)

Would you prefer a kiss on the hand or neck?
i think a kiss on the hand can be romantic heheh so i guess hand

Have you ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
yeah

Do you regret anything you did or said yesterday?
yes

If the year only consisted of two seasons, which would you choose?
summer & fall FTW

Who was your last missed call from?
amber

Do you drink coffee?
no, unless frappes count

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
sometimes

Do you brush your teeth as soon as you wake up?
yeah

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
sometimes

Would you date someone who lived in another state?
no

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
no

When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
yesterday

Relationships or one night stands?
relationships

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
probably

In the past week, have you cried?
yeah

Are you mad at someone right now?
yeah, well, i guess more annoyed

Is the last person you kissed and the next person you kiss going to be the same person?
yeah

Do you have an older brother?
no

Does your last ex have a job?
yeah i think so

Do you think sex before marriage is wrong?
no

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
yeah, by a few months

Will this weekend be a good one?
it has been so far

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
sometimes, yeah

Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
yes, almost all of mine are… except for like three
out of eight

What do you have tattooed on you?
not YET;)

Do you sleep on your stomach?
not usually

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
opposite

Are you happy with your life at the moment?
kind of, yeah

What is something you disliked about today?
my eyes are burning

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
yeah

Last place you watched a movie?
jacob’s

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
i can be

Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mom

How late did you stay up last night?
1:30ish

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
at jacobs probably

Are you ticklish?
yessss omg

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
not yeetttttttt :D

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yessir:):)

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
i need to pee..

Can you whistle?
no, after i got my braces i couldn’t do it, and now that i have them off i can’t exactly remember how to do it perfectly anymore

Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
my mom and dad i believe

Who was the last guy you talked to?
my brother

Are you waiting for something?
yeah

Have you ever been called heartless?
yeah

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
yeah

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleepin’ duude

Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
nah

Who was the first person you were ever in love with?
jerrod, except honestly, now that i think about it, i really wasn’t…

Apr 13
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if it ain't your love, i want blood from you.

So, wow, I always forget about tumblr somehow.

But I’m here, yet again, telling you (or nobody, I mean, who reads this?) about my life lately, or at least my thoughts.

I’m in Drivers Ed, I have been for the last couple of weeks.  It’s on Tuesdays & Thursdays for three hours.  My Drivers Ed teacher says as long as I pass all the quizzes, I’ll be able to pass, he says I’m a good driver.  I just have to work on paying attention and maintaining my speed.

What else…

Yesterday was Easter.  I went to my grandma & grandpa’s house for lunch, it was SO good :)  I played Tainted Love on guitar for my grandma and sang as well because she said she wanted me to play a song she would know, so I figured she’d know that - and she did, thank God :)  Then when I was driving home, Jacob called and asked if I wanted to go to his grandparent’s house for an Easter Egg Hunt and just to hang out there for a bit, so I drove over there.  Then I went to his house around 6:30 and watched some movies and talked.  We had some deep conversations… I’m really falling for this kid.  Well, I have fallen, extremely hard.

Erm, lets see…. my brother & I are going to have a conjoined birthday party sometime in June. It’s good be awesome, his band is gonna play, Exkalabrr is going to play, and then Jacob & I are going to do an acoustic thing.  I hope it’s awesome.

Last Wednesday I went to a concert up at the Picador with Jacob and my friend Amanda. It was awesome, we got like three rows to the front.  We saw an acoustic thing, it was with The Academy Is…(but just William Beckett was playing guitar and signing, no one else, except Alex played like once), Empires - I met the guitarist Max, he is cute and awesome, and then Evan Taubenfeld or something like that was the first band that played.  It was good, I had fun, and I saw Matt there, so we hung out, too.

I’m in PE and it sucks, but it’s volleyball, and I like playing volleyball so, yeah, oh well.

I need to bring my Spanish 3 grade up because it’s at 72% and to pass you need a 75%, so I’m screwed at the moment but I’m going to work hard to get it up to at least a 75%.

I should, also, be working on my huge biology project but I really don’t want to, and keep getting sidetracked.

I want an iTouch for the games, but I don’t want to pay 300$.
Maybe my brother will buy my nano for how much it’s worth - 150$
and then I can somehow pay the rest.
YEEEEAHHHHHHHBOIII… I kinda doubt my parents will let me do that though.

I should probably stop writing for a bit.
I might start updating more, so yeah, get ready I guess. :P

Mar 13
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I’ll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I’ll wear your skin as a suit
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
— FFTL
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late night conversations

  • Jacob: I love you pretty smile
  • Me: Wow, you're gay haha
  • Jacob: Loving your pretty smile makes me gay?
  • Me: Yessir
  • Jacob: Well I must be really gay cause I really love your smile
  • Me: Cheesy much?
  • Jacob: Cheesy, yes
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snoochie boochies :D

i keep using that word haha i can’t stop
it’s my current obsession - along with jay & silent bob
Mar 03
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oh god

here we go again…