I found this on Katy Perry’s twitter account haha
I had to post it, LOVE IT! :) Made me laugh.
I have so much to say lately, and I just can’t say it all. Some of the things may hurt people, though it may be for the better, some just are stupid and shouldn’t matter. I miss my mother, she is home off and on, off more than on. I want her to be home more often. When I tell her so, she says “well you’re at your boyfriend’s all the time”. I will give her that, I am there more than twice a week, but she is almost always gone, more than I am. When she is here we never really get along, or she has friends over, or we don’t even see each other. She’ll be upstairs, I’ll be downstairs, or she’ll have friends over. My dad doesn’t do much about it either, but at least he is home more often. Sometimes I feel like I do not have a mother, sometimes I feel like I have an older sister. I love her, though. I love her with all my heart, but I miss her. And I just can’t let this all out, because I do not want to hurt her.
Another thing that I can’t say is telling my “best friend” how crappy she’s making me feel. We seem to only talk, or hang out (which hasn’t happened for well over a month or two), when it is convienient for her. I try hard to try to hang out with her, but her new friends seem to be so much better. We have been “best friends” for a long time, and now it’s like we’re not even best friends at all. We’re more…… aquantances. It’s so upsetting.
I have more thing, but not much time, I have a few other things to do…
Here is what’s on my mind…
-I don’t know why I’m staying friends with you [this goes to more than one person, sadly]
-I love you like you’re my own family
-I want to marry you some day
-I wish you would see how much you’ve changed, for the worst
-When will you trust me?
-Why do you care so much about how I look? I’m your granddaughter, you’re supposed to support me, pressuring me to lose weight is making me feel worse, even though I am actually trying to lose weight.
-You are rude to me for no reason, I don’t know what I did to you, I’m sure it’s you taking your other problems out on me. [this goes to more than one person as well]
-I’m glad you’re over him, you’re way better off.
-I’m jealous of you (and you, and you, and you, and him, and her, and them)
That’s just a bit. I hope no one mentioned in this post reads this. If so, just know I’m not trying to hurt you, I just needed to let this all out. It’s been botling up inside me for a long time…
So, yet again, another snow day. Today was much better than yesterday’s snow day. I made a bunch of cookies and later I’m gonna make some fudge brownies & vanilla almond bark covered pretzels.
by the way - i need better friends.
oh my goodness. like, for real…
Snow day today, and it’s boring.
and I miss my boyfriend.
and I miss my friends.
and I want to go up to the gas station to get some pop & cheese puffs… but my grandparents won’t let me drive.
I also want to make another gingerbread house.
The end.
PS - I’ma buy myself a PSP :) Just so I can play Little Big Planet HAAAAAA
